The trouble with Zen

The trouble with Zen is:

After being all Zen, going to work is a cunt

Today is so sunny and warm

I practiced my karate on the beach

I felt growing in the sand

I took off my shirt and shoes

I made bloodcurdling yells

{actually, i'm a nice boy who doesn't usually yell – that's what being all Zen does for you}

 

Now i'm at work

It's not that i want to yell at people

It's just that i have sunshine all over my feet

this is what you need to know

About a year ago, i started thinking about this picture. Then i drew it.

i don't feel this way anymore

the first rule of this blog is no excuses
the second rule is no justifications
the third rule is to tell the truth

the truth is that i was married to a woman who loved me
she was good to me but i wasn't happy
i met another woman
she loves me too and is good to me
but somehow she did it in a completely different way
i left my wife for this woman because i could see then how unhappy i was
it wasn't a good thing to do but i think it was the right one
i am happy now